Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New dinner style =$

Mummy mummy what's for dinner tonight???

Mom: Nah...see for yourself...

Can't see clearly? let's zoom in...

Wanna join me for this delicious meal? wakaka ^_^

Friday, December 26, 2008

Opps ^_^

Where is that???
What is that???!!!
Wakakaa =p

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Tagged by May Lin ^_^

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attract others and love attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talkactive. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often . Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer . Opinionated. Does not care of what others think . Emotional. Decisive . Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Tagging: [very easy only, no worries =) wakaka]
-Renae Teo
-Philip Chan
-Raymond Tie
-Wen Sher
-Ivan 21
-Ai Vee

and anyone who volunteers to do it ^_^

Wednesday, December 03, 2008


Bored bored and bored~!!

Just received an email from the committee member of EDMAT 31 stating the informations for the camp. and..........we need a BLAZER???!!!

What for? T_T Can't we just go with normal formal wear? aihz..headache again...have to go for blazer-hunting liaw.. is not cheap either.

Anyway, this is my choice, what to do? Better pray hard that i will found one before the camp ^_^

p/s: does anyone know how to install nfs undercover? need help T_T

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Yosh! Love my bro' so very muchie ^_^

Back home, unpacked, bro wasn't at home, mum suddenly brought out a big black plastic bag with lots of thank you sign on it...guess what's inside??

Yoohoo!! Raymond Lam's Original cd with his signature on it!!!

And a love shaped cardboard with his handsome face on it!!! wahahaa ^_^

As usual, my bro is a tvb fan, and his gf too, and he knows i adore Lam Fung very much ..
So when our idol came to pay a visit in KL, my bro grab this opportunity to go and meet him and let him sign the cd(s)... but pity my bro can't manage to snap some lovely shots of him because he moves too much =.=" hahaha...

ooohhhhh~~!!! i just love guys with formal clothings, he looks sooo smart =p

Thanks ah gor~~~ muaxxie ^_^

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Tagged by May Lin =)

Lay out the questions please!

What’s your favorite card game?
- Spider Solitaire

Did you speak to your mother today?
- Nope

Where do you live?
- Permanently in Klang, Selangor..temporarily in Tronoh, Perak

How many months until your birthday?
- Exactly four months from now

Where is your sister right now?
- No sister, but God Sis is in Klang =)

Who was the last person you called?
- Master

Who’s bothering you right now?
- Someone

Anything you’re giving up on?
- My hair

Who was the last person you gave your number to?
- Robert

When was the last time you cleaned your room?
- Yesterday night =p

Who would you say is your number 1 best friend right now?
- Many best friends...equally treated :)

How did you wake up this morning?
- Woke up around 12pm automatically..hehe

What’s the last bone you broke?
- Never broke any bones

How many letters are in your last name?
- 3

What are you excited about?
- Going home and going for a holiday somewhere T_T

Do you curse a lot?
- Sometimes when im really angry

Anything been heavy on your heart lately?
- Yes, many many things, luckily there are friends who supported me a
lot..thx =)

Do you drink bottled water?
- Yea

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
- A few weeks ago =(

Have you lost friends in the past years?
- Yes

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
- Depends.. mostly closed off unless I was forced to open up

What’s the last thing that made you smile?
- Watching vampire knight

Last person you texted?
- Carmen

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
- At night

Who do you tell everything to?
- My best friends whom i trust

Have you been to New York City?
- Nope..wish to

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
- Yes, I believe

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
- No comment

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
- Tadika Cemerlang? Haha..

Do you know anyone addicted to anything?
- Of course, too many to describe

Know anyone who’s been drunk recently?
- Yes

Where is your phone?
- Beside me.. 24 hrs on call =)

What happened at 10:00 am today?
- Still sleeping like a pig

Do you know anyone by the name of Lee?
- LEE HWEE HUAT!!! Haha..

When was the last time you cried?
- Dun wanna mention it..had been happy lately..

When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
- Both grandpa ady passed away, the last time was last May T_T

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
- Off the alarm, check phone and on computer =)

How many and what kind of animals are in your house?
- None, not an animal loving person

When was the last time something bothered you?
- Im always bothered and in a confused state these few days

Do you hate any of your ex’s?
- No comment

What is your greatest accomplishment?
- To live my life the way I want it to be

Would you rather stay at other peoples houses or have them stay at yours?
- Have them stay at mine

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
- Someone irritating in mamak stall

Would you ever date anyone with tattoos?
- Depends on what kinda tattoo..but mostly nope

Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing?
- Yes, if im extremely happy

Can you play any instruments?
- Yup

What do you miss about your past?
- Didn’t do what I think I should..but its over..just get over it

Have you ever had a song written about you?
- Don’t think so

Who are you going to tag after this?
- Renae, Philip, Ivan, Wen Sher

Friday, November 07, 2008


Why oh why do people ALWAYS use gtalk to talk about ANYTHING???!!!

Monday, October 27, 2008


Was very moody today…
I ran to UTP lake, with my expired for 3 months plus Gardenia bread and 2 rings…
Was very confused and doubted for a very long time…
I finish feeding all the expired bread (hopefully the fish won’t die today..haha)
And still, are not confident enough whether I should throw the rings into the lake or not…
I sat there alone, thinking and crying at the same time…
Till the sky went dark…
The moon and the stars shine above the sky…
And all the mosquitoes flying towards me looking forward for a delicious meal…
And yet, I still can’t decide…
Until, someone came upon me and gave me guidance…
Finally I did it!!! Thanks so much…
Life has to go on…
Hopefully you can stay tough and healthy…
Thanks for everything~~~

Sunday, October 26, 2008


Something that I interpreted from all of my dreams (no matter it is a good or a bad dream) is that:
If u dreamt of the same thing more than once, it means:
Dream #1: It’s merely coincidence
Dream #2: Something is wrong
Dream #3: It will become true

Gosh!!! I’d better cut down on sweet stuffs now… T_T

Just for you

So, my cooking means nothing? Why did i took all the trouble when it is not appreciated at all? From now onwards, i will not cook for anyone anymore #.#

Monday, October 06, 2008

Jay's new album

Happy happy...thx to Zhia Howe, who gave me the link to download his new songs....

He looks so different this time...heh

Album Title: 魔杰座

Song Title:

(1) 魔杰座
(2) 女兒紅
(3) 東方之殿
(4) 紅樓夢中
(5) 失戀的青蛙
(6) 失落非主流
(7) 從新愛
(8) 大灌藍
(9) 達芬奇的畫布
(10) 不詳
(11) 稻香

Listening non-stop now...yea, i know this is not good but i'm buying his album also gah...kekekeh >.<

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Raya Holz 2

Excitement starts today ^_^

Went "mountain climbing" 6 am in the morning with babi Goh and family...then had our favourite Bah Kut Teh together with my neighbour after exercising...

Back to room, have a nice rest then off to AEON Bukit Tinggi we go!!!

Mom took my photo album and let Yoke Mun have a peep in it!! so unfair...huhu...they laughed so loud till my bed is shaking T_T ~malu~

Raya Holz 1

Went to Teluk Batik with bf 2 am in the morning to look at the OBS (Outward Bound School) and have a nice walk at the beach, BUT...

After an hour drive there, it rained so heavily till we can't get out of the car...potong stim arghhh!!!


Started my journey home with Yoke Mun in CFC's car at 5pm in the evening...a fast but safe driver CFC is, i would say...had dinner with his family at a restaurant in Andalas...nice meal...then went straight home till my door step!!! wakaka...


10.30 pm: Had supper with Yoke Mun and family at Port Klang...they serve nice "ngor heong" and "leng chi kang" favourite..heh

time to sleep jor...zzz altho tak sampai hati cos sedang gtalk-ing...but i'm way too tired to stay up any i just called it a night and go meet my Mr. zhou...bye ^_^

Sunday, August 17, 2008


It's 2.45 am and i'm having a sleepless night..
Maybe it is because i slept too much for the previous days..

Anyway, i had the chance to listen to music while finishing up my work plus some revision...boring..weekend shouldn't be like that, but i'm way too lazy to get out from my cosy room..haha...

Had a very delicious and healthy dinner with Yuan Wen today.. we cooked ikan bilis with potato, plus fried egg...yum yum, but im hungry again now...haha

Went for Orchestra practise again today.
Below are the repertoire for our convo performance:

1.) Ikan Kekek
2.) 联奏 (一)
3.) 联奏 (三)
4.) 路边的野花不要采
5.) 男儿当志强
6.) Sempurna
7.) 金蛇狂舞

So many T______T
Gambatte oh ^_^

Thursday, August 14, 2008

LALAT cafe

Aren't all cafeteria(s) and anyone who is in the "food" business should be very hygenic?
Why are there house-fly flying around?

A few days ago, i just went to Pocket C to have my lunch...very hungry...everyone was like very interested in trying out their "wan tan mee", so i just join in the crowd and ordered one too...

It looks like a very Malay-ish type of mee, no wan tan (substituted with fishballs)...

(okay, since i ady bought, eat onilo...) Then halfway, suddenly saw 1 black thingy on top of my mee... can you tell me what is that???

OH MY GOODNESS!!! It's an idiotic house-fly on my pathetic mee...
Aih..............speechless.....wanna vomit......................

Can't imagine...what if i din pay attention when im eating? Then i would have EXTRA free protein dy T____T

P/s: Thx for the choc...still dare not eat...haha >.<

Tuesday, August 12, 2008


The Chinese Ghost Festival is approaching...a reminder to all my beloved friends...don't ever walk alone at night in UTP...muahaha...jkla..

But still, if can, avoid ANYTHING from happening lahz... i want my BABI to pek cheh arrgghhh!!!!! T____T

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Hello again!!!

Indeed, i had stopped blogging for more than one month now. At first, i planned to write a lot of stuffs, but no time... Now, since i have time, i can hardly recall what i wanna write pulak...huhu T_T

Sunday, June 22, 2008


I bet the story of Eragon is very normal to most of you but it is a different scenario in my family...

ever since i bought the book 1 of Eragon, my father had been fanatic about it...snatching it away from me T_T and he began reading, once he started reading, he became addicted and now, keep on looking for book 2, Eldest...

Once, he saw it in Klang's Jusco but the condition of the book is very bad. Too bad for him but luckily, we saw it again in 1Utama's Popular book store...bought it and here goes the trend again...haha

He is already halfway through book 2 but i'm still stuck in book 1..wakaka.

Book 1: Eragon

Book 2: Eldest (looks so fierce..haha)


Sunday, June 15, 2008

Silence is Golden

At a very young age, i had already found out that whenever a massive abstract "bomb" is coming in my way, silence is golden.

I'll keep my mouth shut, let the bomb explode itself and then i will clean up the mess.

I choose to keep quiet not because i'm afraid of you nor because i admit that i had done anything wrong. It's just another way of showing my respect by letting you finish up what you want to say and let out your thoughts. I don't want to say anything as whatever come out from my mouth at that time will be all rubbish and stupid excuses that i had made to you.

That is another reason why i love the nick "froz3ntree" so much as when anything happens, i can stay frozen and just be a doll for you to hit or scold. However, although my eyes and mouth are closed, i will keep my ears open. Listen to what you have to say...

Thursday, June 12, 2008


Finished watching all my series in a lightning speed...
back to square one now...

looking for something to do, mum saw me sitting there thinking and she started searching for something in my hair...

curious? what is she looking for?

the answer is................WHITE HAIR!!! i that old for you to start pulling out all the white hairs? How old am i? only 20 wey...aih

1 fully white hair
6 half white, half brown
1 golden (soon-to-be white hair)

8 strands!!! wow, it's amazing that my mum can still find 8 strands out of her glasses.

and then she says: Why am i the one who are doing this? we should exchange places...

anyway, i don't want to be a white hair ghost, maybe i should dye it....hehe (exaggerating >.<)

so, "someone" actually invite me over to Seremban and offer free meals and a tour around, kekekeh, should i go?? lolx...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008


Anyone knows where can i get my er hu fixed?? T_T

i need help...

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Lomotil, where are you??

Familiar with the packet below? I believe everyone in UTP and everyone in this world surely has one packet (minimum) kept in their room.

Well, here are the situations where you start maggi-ing:

1) At night, when you overslept and all the cafes are closed, you maggi...
2) Morning, when you just woke up with a corpse face and no energy, you maggi...
3) Any meals, when there is no one to accompany you, you maggi...
4) There are too many packets of maggi in your room and you can't stand the temptation, you maggi...
5) The most practical reason is when you are HUNGRY and LAZY, you maggi...

It's easy to cook and easy to eat, which is a very easy meal, but take a look at the contents: wheat flour (protein source), palm oil and salt, permitted food conditioners, antioxidant, glucose syrup,fish powder, soya sauce powder, mixed spices, permitted flavour enhancers, acidity regulator and colouring.
So, you think it is healthy now??

NO, everytime i ate a packet, i need lomotil, for your info, lomotil is a type of medicine for diarrhoea...and my tummy hurts..T_T

why oh why?? Many of us knew that it is not good for health but still wanna eat it.

If this continues, lomotil will be my best friend, i need to store a bunch of.....

and some...

Po Chai Pills...

Haha, wonder what will happen if i mix them both together at a time? hmm...

oooh...wad is this lil piggy doing here? cute >.<

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

> Chocolate ball <

This post is specially written for the Fishball Fan Club (FFC) president and their members...
What is so nice with fishballs? Chocolate balls are not bad too...see how yummy they are...

oooh, i'm getting crazy with the work load..crapping here...gtg...chiowz...>.<

Healthy weekends~

What do you think about UTP's food?

What are the words to describe them? Delicious? Healthy? Cheap? Expensive? A lot of MSG? Dirty? Yucks....

Everyday, there are so many people going in and out of the cafe whether to have their meals there or to dabao back to their rooms..enjoying their food while watching movies =)
But, almost every cafe in UTP sell the same type of food everyday...even if you are not tired of cooking, i'm tired of even looking at it...=(

Therefore!!! Yuan Wen and I started cooking our own meals during the weekends. We went to the night market and bought some meat and vegetables to store in the fridge...

We cooked black pepper chicken, fried egg with sausages and baby corns =)

*the raw materials*

*marinated chicken (with black pepper)*

*final product >.<*

Well, although the outcome doesn't look as nice as what you expect it to be, the taste is damn nice, especially the black pepper chicken =) we took quite a long time having fun in the kitchen too...but the result is satisfying..what's more important is


muahahaha...feel healthier...=) thx yuan wen

Friday, April 04, 2008

The meaning of my name

Yesterday night, Qing pm me a link and asked for comments after i explored it.
Well, thought what?
It's something about the meaning of your own name..interesting...i always come across such similar websites but it's full of craps. But this is something different...

here it goes.....

What AMY means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

So, what do you think?
Well, there's some part which i found quite true about myself, even i don't realize it sometimes

haha, anyway, you can check out the meaning of your own name here
if you want =)

Monday, March 31, 2008

This is my life =(

Spent my whole weekend on Engineering Graphics's Group Project...
My whole Sunday from 4 pm to 1.30 am is gone!!! T_T
Seeing my group members worked so hard, tired and mamai liaw, i felt like dismissing them and continue on Monday afternoon (deadline is on Tuesday)...manatau they so bersemangat, want to finish it by Sunday itself...(1st time)...speechless..haha

This coming week will be very very very busy as i need to study MEB, quiz coming.
Structured Programming lab test.
Have to start doing my Thermodynamics term paper, and
Fluids long report.

T_T why oh why...
and yet, there are still lots of "environmental" factors i have to take care of.

haha...hopefully i won't go crazy...

Maybe i should wake up at 6.30am every morning, go for a jog, then only attend class..will be more energetic and can absorb better =)

Friday, March 21, 2008

Thursday, March 20, 2008

My favourite lecturer

Wednesday afternoon...
On my way back from IRC, met Pn. Rashidah (my most respectable and lovable Foundation 1 Chemistry lecturer) at Pocket D...

Approaching.........said Hi......

She looked surprise tho,

Pn. Rashidah: Hi, how are you?

Me: i'm fine...thank you...^^

Pn. Rashidah: haha, i almost can't recognize you...i don't know it's you if you din say hi....

Me: (very swt liaw that time =.=" ) oh, is it? (maybe because of my spec..)

Pn. Rashidah: Yeah, you look more matured and taller....

Me: (Oh my.....) haha..........(the conversation continues...............)

oh well, in a part of one's life, one has to change, whether physically or mentally, i agree...
but...don't la so fast....huhu...i wanna stay young forever!!! don't wanna step into 20's so fast..T_T

Wednesday, March 19, 2008


took my bed sheet and blanket to v5 dobby recently...
the result is satisfactory =)

cham...will i get addicted and be a regular customer of the dobby? saves time and energy...haha >.<

Sunday, March 02, 2008

pocket C ~ in 2 eat

Look carefully, what can you see?

The price? expensive? (not focusing on that).....
It's "CARRY" puff....
I wonder is it called carry puff because you can carry the puff and eat it? hmm.....

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Am i being too stubborn?

Nowadays, i found out that i'm getting more and more stubborn, not listening to others, ignoring, etc...

Having my own point of view and standing strong on it is good but sometimes we must try to listen to others' to.

Maybe i was much influenced by one of my coursemates that we must always find other's mistakes and prove them wrong...lolx, special theory eh?

However, the more people are trying to explain to me, the more disbelief i became...(depends on what situation and who is the speaker)

Well, just as what we learned in Permata Camp, maybe my glass of water is too full...

And it's time that i should empty them and start refilling again =)

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Very meaningful

When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice-cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14,
she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15,
she came home from work,
looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then,
one day, she quietly died. (touch wood)
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOURHEART..

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

untitled 2

Sugar taste so bitter,
Salt taste so sour,
Nothing is sweet.

Is there something wrong with my taste buds?
No, no, no...

It's because i'm in a very bad mood...
Trying my best to be patient, keep on telling myself, i can do this, just be strong...


Saturday, February 02, 2008

An unexplainable dream =(

I have had the wildest, weirdest, unspeakable and unexplainable dream throughout my life this morning...

It started off like this:

I'm having my final examination for the semester, a paper which we need 4 hours to complete it. Then, out of a sudden I received a call from someone saying that my grandparents is sick and all of my relatives are preparing to fulfill their wishes. (touch wood...i'm sorry, grandpa, grandma)

Then, due to my situation, the facilitator said that all of the students may leave the hall with the examination paper with us but to hand in to them in time. Therefore, i rush to my grandparents' house to help them. Just to learn that their wish is to have a proper wedding. And the proper wedding that they are talking about is to stand 2 candles upside down. (very swt) Therefore, we tried various ways to stand them, whether to melt the other end and let it stand, so on and so forth. Finally, we managed to make them stand.

Okay, the story of my grandparents just stop there like that...and it continues with my final examination. The scene is back in UTP village 4 where everyone is walking around happily buying stuff from the shop while i was in a very tension mood that i only manage to finish a quarter of the paper and i'm running out of time.

The paper is actually a Bahasa Malaysia paper. (which Malaysians don't have to take in UTP) I was too panic when i received the news and in such a hurry that I actually skipped the 1st question without knowing it. Therefore, after doing question 3, i have to skip back to question 1 and put an asterisk (*) saying that i missed the 1st question and sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Oh my.....then, i saw kuhan, nirash, adi and mildred pass by smiling asking whether i manage to finish the paper or not. I didn't ask them but their faces told me that they have completed it. Oh my.............there is definitely not enough time as i still have a lot of questions haven't answer yet and the time is ticking very fast, almost reaching the end of the time given. I was thinking, die la die la....

Then, "POP"!!!!!

I woke up smiling...realise that it was all just a dream =)

Aih, dreams are unexplainable, the minute you are here, and the next, you are at somewhere else...and those weird stuff you will do in dreams where it is impossible that it will happen in real life.

so, can anyone explain what my dream means???

Saturday, January 19, 2008

My very stubborn hairdresser

One day, my mum came home from work and ask:

Mum : mi, wanna go cut hair?
Me : huh? y so sudden geh? erm...erm...(never think of it before..haha) ..OK LOR..
just trim it...

So, we went to the salon where we used to go...and i told her what i wanted...
But...she argue with me and say no...and will try another style instead...

i was DEFEATED!!! for the second time...
the first was half a year ago..the same issue again, i told my mum to change to another hairdresser but she doesn't want to...she says she feels comfortable with the current one..

Sweat =.=" huhu...nevermind, for now, i'll just go with patient...huhu......

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

All endings are also beginnings

On the last day of camp, we packed our bags and off to KLCC, back to where we came from...

Some of them have already left Casa Rachado the night before, they took their own transport home..(can't wait to go home..heh). Therefore, the six of us, me, philip, charles, jing zhi, jason and raymond are in one bus(the last bus). Imagine, only the six of us in that super big Kopetro bus...lolx

While waiting for others who are late (not sure whether there are any of them left), we got kinda bored and started to do some funny stuff...

*first time DRIVING a bus...haha*

Then there's naughty Jing Zhi pretended to fall down while getting on the bus...

Sleeping on the floor?

Or on the single seat?

Seriously, i don't know what they are doing...haha

Okay, so here we are, 6 people simply loitering around don't know waiting for who...haha

Then, 2 more people from Ilham joined us at the end and off we go, the whole bus with 9 people including the bus driver. Then, out of a sudden, the guys had the thought of visiting Klang before going back UTP. Well, apparently, there's nothing interesting about Klang...(honestly)..haha, so, in the end, we decided to go to sunway lagoon instead. Thus, Philip, Charles and Jason followed me while Raymond and Jing Zhi went back UTP.

But, too bad for us, by the time we had our lunch, it looks like it's gonna rain and we have only 3 hours before the theme park is closed. Therefore, with very disappointed faces, we went back into Sunway Pyramid and go for.....

*ice skating!!!*

I haven't been into the ice skating rink since i was form 4 i think....haha, felt excited and a bit scared at that time although i went for skating before this.

Well, it's Jason's first time tho...and you can see the excitement in him. Being a fast learner, he pick up very fast and in a blink of an eye, he started skating very fast, even better than me...(malu, malu...haha)

But, misfortune and accidents happen everywhere...
Each of us got a cut somewhere or some part of the body aching but that's only the small problem compared to Charles's injury...

He sprained his left ankle...went to HKL the next day for x-ray but luckily no bones broken...
Well, new semester gonna start soon, hopefully he has a speedy recovery la...

*fr left, Philip, Charles and Jason*

All in all, really had a very great day with them..thx to Philip zhai for suggesting that we go hang out before we go home...and all of them who made my day^^

See you guys in UTP again soon...

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Precious Permata Camp??

Well, Permata camp was fun although I thought it wouldn’t be at first…

On the first day when we are suppose to gather at KLCC then to PD, I was shocked to see Richard and Christon passing by. I was like “okay, the juniors will be with us for the week and another thing is CHRISTON!!! Swt…sure kena bomb until very teruk one…huhu”

My Permata batch mates are: Philip, Jing Zhi, Charles, Jason, Raymond, Valsan, Christon, Jane, Hooi Yee, Cheah Hui, Javier and Richard.

After our first tea break at Casa, we went exploring around Ilham, which we didn’t get to stay there.(pity huh) and of course, the famous light house too. But too bad we can’t go in, just stay around the light house and take some nice photos.

*the never ending sea*

*the light house*

Well, for the next 5 days we are packed with lots of indoor and outdoor activities. Some of the activities are boring, as you know…motivation camp right? But some are very interesting…

Such as...

*the XY game*

*the sinking boat*

*my samba mates*

*then there is this guy name Ramzi whose bday is on the second day of camp, after the faci told us that it's his bday, suddenly, out of no where, came a big cake and we sang him a bday song...weird huh?*

The thing that I enjoyed the most is when all of us get together and chat till 1 am every night after supper.

And those beach moments where you get to dip your legs into the warm sea water and let the waves came splashing by...

and trying to imagine how your dream house will look like in the future...

*like this?*

Or something like Philip's dream house? lol...

Well, built up some strong and precious friendship too...

*Pretty Aisah and I*

*my smaller group mates*

(Ramzi is missing)

And most importantly in what i enjoyed there is the food!!! lol...

Monday, January 07, 2008

Off to camp!!!

It has been a week since sending Renae to her's my turn now...
So many friends asked "so u went to camp dy?" or "how was camp?"
The only thing i can say is "it is not my turn yet"

Arggh...why does my batch need to be so late? second last!!! and our semester result is coming out soon...anytime from now..although Ilham provide Wi-Fi there but who would bring a laptop to camp? So, guys, don't call up and ask about results!!! it will be very frustrating of not being able to check there...huhu

So, packing will be another problem when you are going for a camp with so many restrictions...
First of all,

No slippers allowed...well..this is still understandable...then.....

No sleeveless shirt or round neck T-shirts....hmm..still acceptable...and THEN....

NO JEANS!!!!! adui...pathetic...nothing to wear...
Better still bring an empty bag there...huhu........

However, slacks are allowed choice..tahan for one week lo...
But seriously i'm gonna miss my lil rabbit...see how cute she is...

Oooohh..i'm gonna miss her so much....
mummy mummy, can i pack her into my bag??? @.@

Tagged by Philip

Tagged by Philip

(sorry for the delay of the completion of this tag and thx for your patience...haha)

Top 5 presents u wish 4...
1) Health
2) Intelligence
3) Wealth
4) Life with no worries
5) A GOOD CONNECTION AT HOME of course…lol

Person who tagged me.. – Philip Chan

5 impressions
1) Damn TALL and skinny…haha
2) Friendly
3) Very helpful
4) Good at playing chess..(but never teach me de..huhu)
5) Quite caring

Most memorable thing done or given
Always pop up suddenly at my SKYPE in the middle of the night to ask how I am and be concern about me…(hmm, dunno kepo or what)..haha..just kidding…I know you are very caring de…haha, anyway, I enjoyed chatting with you too…

Most memorable words said
Haha…this is not a problem for me because it’s so obvious… “take care” and “see you”…lol

If he becomes my lover, i wud...
Hmm…choose not to answer…(I know who his lover is lah….haha)

If he becomes my enemy, e reason wud b..
I’m a lesbian… (well, of course I’m not. So don’t simply think..haha)

10 people who i wud like 2 know how they feel bout me.
1) GoCH
2) Philip
3) Wen Sher
4) Renae
5) Christon
6) Eddy
7) Evelyn
8) Siew Feng
9) Vern
10) Ai Vee

The arrangement above is not according to any special sequence….>.<

Who is no. 7 having relationship wif?
I knew..but can’t tell..sorry…

Who is no. 9 having relationship wif?
Dunno.. I wasn't told..

If no. 9 n no. 1 is 2gether, wud it b a gud thing?
Well, hard to say…maybe good …

Wat bout no. 1 n no. 5?
Haha... impossible

Wat is no. 3 studying?
Electrical Eng.

When is e last time u chatted wif no.6?
Erm…a few months ago? (If u are seeing this, I would like to tell u that I owe u an apology…will explain in detail later…)

Does no. 4 work?

Any of them has any cousins in their skool?
Nope…siblings yes

Wud u b wif no. 10?
Erm.. Impossible!!!

How bout no. 5?
Haha…dun think it’s possible…

Does no. 2 have any siblings?

How do u get 2 know no.2 no.4?

Where does no. 1 live @?

How do u get 2 know no. 8?
In Raja Mahadi…former classmate and ji mui…

Is no. 5 the sexiest person in e world?
Oh well…erm…haha…yea…and he is HOT and SPICY too..(according to him) wakaka…

-end of tag-

Same thing, i hope this tag does not offend anyone or create stupid rumors bout anything.. Pls..and thanks…
Anyone who wishes to pick up this tag n answer it is welcome…enjoy!!!

Thursday, January 03, 2008


Why human can be so insensitive at times???